One of the few

I hope this blog is one of few I ever have to write.  In fact I have typed this and deleted it about 5 times.  In a few weeks, months, or years I want to look back and remember this time in our lives as a reminder of God's faithfulness.  Whatever happens through this time of uncertainty and pain I know is part of a bigger picture I can't see yet. 

I am currently on strict bed rest.  I had an ovarian cyst rupture and now my right ovary is inflamed and infected.  Through this I have felt very overwhelmed, saddened, and frustrated.  It is the desire of my heart to have children, and this complication endangers that dream.  So the physical pain this is causing doesn't seem to hurt as bad as the emotional pain. 

My head knows that this is just a season and that "this to shall pass".  My heart is having trouble grasping that.    So if you don't mind saying a prayer for us, I would really appreciate it.